My grandfather, my dad's father (our Pepaw) left this world on the 5th of this month
to be with our Lord and Savior in heaven.
My family and I just returned home from California where my grandfather was honored with a beautiful memorial service on Saturday and a military burial on Monday. He served his country as a pilot in the United States Air Force for 22 yrs.
Looking at my grandfather in the casket was one of the hardest times in my life. It reminded me once again about the frailty of life and the shortness of time that each of us are given to serve our Lord on this earth.
May we flee from rebellion, foolishness, bitterness and squandering the opportunities given to us by our precious Lord and Savior. May we use these years for the honor and glory that is due to the One who gives us our breath.
Psalm 90:12 So teach us to number our days, that we may apply our hearts unto wisdom.
His love for Christ was evident and I am so glad that we know where he is dwelling right now. Psalm 73:25-26
"Whom have I in heaven but thee? And there is none upon earth that I desire beside thee. My flesh and my heart faileth: but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever."
I love you so very much Grandma and pray for God to heal your broken heart.
He will heal all of our hearts...it will just take time.
As I heard on the movie Courageous,
"losing a loved one is like learning to live with an amputation, you do heal, but you are never the same."
Psalm 30:5
" Weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning."
I was privileged to sing a tribute in song for my grandfather.
I thank the Lord for the strength, peace and grace that He gave me to hold my emotions together as I sang. .
My dad delivered a moving speech, honoring his father and delivering my grandfather's dying words to us all.
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I had the pleasure about a month ago of flying out to California with my dad
to help my grandparents move into a new retirement community. My Grandfather was recovering from pneumonia and was on a steady uphill climb. He had decided to move out of his big house and scale down to a more manageable one. I was in charge of doing the interior decorating for their new house.
As we were wrapping up the details and our trip was coming to an end, Pepaw came down with a fever and was admitted to the E.R. with a staph infection and trouble breathing.
I went into his room and told him all about the new place that my uncle and aunt, dad and I had prepared for him and Grandma. I asked if I could pray with him and he said that he would love it if I would.
I did so and thanked the Lord for giving me such a precious grandfather .After doing so, with a look in his eyes as if he knew he might never see me again, he said, I love you, so so much.
Even being as weak as he was lying there in that hospital bed he mustered all his strength, pulled my hand to his mouth and kissed it. Little did I know that it would be the last time that I would see him.
It was a total and complete privilege being his granddaughter.
I will never forget my name that Pepaw would always call me...
"Kelly Girl"
My prayers and heart go out to my dad who is in the middle of dealing with all of the emotions that a son experiences in saying goodbye to a father. I'm afraid no matter where you are in life or whether you are expecting it or not, the void, pain and heartache will just be there.
I am in prayer also for my uncle Clark (above left) and aunts Carolyn and Tracy who are feeling the loss and separation from their dad as well as our many relatives and friends.
Let this be a lesson, to fully appreciate, value and cherish each and every moment that God so graciously gives us with our loved ones. Just like I did not know and was unaware of the short time that I had left with my grandfather, so each of us is unaware of just how many days we have with our earthly companions.
Psalm 90:12 "So teach us to number our days, that we may apply our hearts unto wisdom."
The night of my grandfather's passing I didn't sleep much but God's peace was there all the way.
Laying in the dark on my bed, I had a beautiful picture of Pepaw being lifted by our Lord from his sick and dying body and suddenly being overwhelmed by the beautiful and glorious face of our Savior. Picturing my grandfather kneeling and thanking the Lord for His nail scarred hands, enveloped in perfect peace and comfort as he rests in the arms of Jesus who loved him so much, was a great comfort.
My Pepaw was always a pleasure and a joy to be with and had a very personable way of relating to his grandchildren. He always had an encouraging word to say, a cheerful spirit to add to any day, a servant's heart towards others. My mother testifies that in 40 years of knowing him, he was always loving and supportive and he never said an unkind word to her, even once. He was truly a man of remarkable character.
I know that all of this was Christ’s work in him as he allowed God to conform and
mold him into the image of His Son.
He was such an inspiration to me, being the man of faith that he was.
(Pepaw) your life was full of loving deeds,
Forever thoughtful of our special needs,
Today and tomorrow, my whole life through,
We will always love and cherish you
-Anon
"God will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and there will be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain, for the former things have passed away." Revelation 21:4